Dream

We were talking about dreams. I had asked him to tell me about a dream of his and he had told me the most beautiful dream of his life. I closed my eyes part way through him telling it so I could feel his story in my heart, and man did it feel amazing. I loved his dream, it was beautiful and gentle and bold all at the same time. He spoke about it in a poetic way, letting me know that it came from a deep place of passion with a wide open heart. I felt his dream wash over me from my head all the way to my toes, and it felt warm and calming.

He asked me back “tell me about a dream of yours”.

I paused for a second and then said “well, I am living it”. I meant that wholeheartedly. I am living my dream life. I have beautiful children. I have a family who loves me unconditionally and relentlessly. I have a partner who loves and supports me in all of the most perfect ways, as if we were designed to be a perfect fit. I have friends who aren’t afraid to go deep. I live on a farm that loves, holds and supports me and my family. I get to spend time in nature everyday. I dance in my kitchen almost every morning. I get to run my own mediumship and spiritual coaching that is not WHAT I do but WHO I am. Inner child energy flows freely from me on a daily basis and I never try to hold it back. I have faced my wounds and trauma and will continue to face them. I have a voice and I believe that it matters. I have passion that I don’t try to hold back. I have daily orgasms. I have money to pay my bills. By no means is my life perfect and honestly I don’t think I would want it to be. Part of the human experience is that things are not perfect, but it is absolutely my dream life and it will evolve and grow with me as I do.

“How did you do it?” he asked. 

I went on to tell him the story about how I let someone tell me that I shouldn’t live my dream and then I decided that I would never let someone tell me not to live my dream and I started pursuing it relentlessly and working through every block, both physical and energetic, that stood between me and my dream life.