The candles flickered in the darkness creating a softness and a warmth that I needed. The steam from the hot shower flowed freely around the room and my body. The peppermint and eucalyptus diffused through the bathroom and in and out of my energy. I was sitting solidly in divine feminine energy as the hot water flowed over my body, feeling as if it was flowing through my body.

From this place of surrender and openness I felt my heart wide open and thinking about an experience from over a year ago. I was brought back quickly and easily to the emotions, sensations and energy of the experience. I knew in the moment of the experience that I was letting something go and that something better would come in its place. I knew deep in my heart that the universe was protecting me and bringing me into vibration with something that was aligned with my uniqueness and authenticity. I can remember being able to sit deeply in this knowing while also having moments of fear because I could not see the thing that I was stepping into as it was not there yet, I only could feel it with my heart.

A little over a year later, I was stepping into a dream that was planted in my heart before I ever was born. A dream gently planted by the universe that grew for the duration of my time on earth until one day it sprouted, right in front of my eyes. From a place of surrender in my life, the dream that the universe planted in me was allowed to be born into reality.

I thought back with the deepest form of love for the people, situations and environment that I needed to allow to melt away and disappear while walking towards something that I could not see yet. I thought back with intense gratitude from the people who are no longer in my life, but created the scenario that allowed me to step more deeply into myself and my souls work.