Life is funny. Being human is funny. We all walk around desperately holding onto control, yet control doesn’t even exist.
As I stood at the Expo in NY recognizing the difference in vibration of the expo compared to others that we had attended as vendors and speakers, I was brought back into a memory from almost 2 years ago at an expo in Raleigh. I had attended with one intention in mind. I had gone into the expo wanting exposure for the business. What I got was something very different, something far more valuable. Something that I didn’t even know I wanted or needed. Something that I wouldn’t have even known to ask for. Something that never would have crossed my mind. Something that was so far outside what my mind could think up that it simply never would have crossed my mind to set an intention for. And, that is life. That is being human and not actually being in control but having the illusion of it.
What I got was a significant and drastic shift in my path in life. What I got was a mentor who couldn’t be more perfectly designed for me. What I got was clarity on who I am, the truest version of me. What I got was an opening into myself that led me into the deepest and most sacred parts of my energetic signature. What I got was magick, in a way that I couldn’t have expected and never would have asked for. What I got was myself, in the most sacred way that I can love and embrace myself. What I got was love.
Life is funny. Being human is funny. The more that I surrender and the less that I try to control, the more that I adore this journey as a human, the more that I bask in the beauty of life and all of it’s gifts.
As I stood at the expo in NY and looked around, I allowed myself to drift into spirit. I allowed myself to possibilities that what I would get out of this expo was outside what I could ever think up. And, as I allowed myself to open to possibilities, I released my grip on control and I relaxed into surrender and the beauty of not needing to know, the beauty of trusting the universe to hold me the exact way that I need to be held.