In meditation I had been getting strong messages about my need to lean into divine feminine energy, that I was out of balance and the universe was inviting me to bring myself back into balance.

I often cry during meditation. It isn’t active crying as one might envision, it is more like releasing from my eyes as a gentle way of letting go of energy that doesn’t align any longer. As I worked with the knowledge of imbalance of divine feminine and masculine I noticed that my body was only crying out of the left eye during meditation. It was simply another way of my body expressing itself and its need for balance.

Day after day, meditation after meditation for a 2 week period, tears would only come from my left eye. A steady and relentless stream of tears would run down my left cheek, a gentle and yet profound teaching from my body. My body was bringing my awareness to the left side of my body to invite me to lean into divine feminine energy which is almost always embodied on the left side of the body. My body was begging for me to work with divine feminine energy on all of the parts of the wheel of a human; mind, body, heart and spirit. I recognized that to bring myself back into balance with divine feminine energy it would require me to work with divine feminine energy in all 4 places and the part of me that was asking the loudest was the body.

So, I listened. I danced naked, I slept naked, I put coconut oil on my legs, I look baths, I orgasmed, I stretched, I sat in the hot tub, I wiggled and moved energy through my body, I washed the sheets on my bed and rolled around on them loving the sensation on my skin and body, I wore brighter clothing, I wore more feminine clothing, I asked for my partner to hold my body, I snuggled with my children, I rocked my body, I romanced my body and slowly I stopped crying out of just my left eye.