They thought they won a mediumship reading, and they did. I thought I was providing a free mediumship reading, and I did. I knew from the moment I was asked about the fundraiser that I would end up getting more than giving. It wasn’t the reason that I agreed, not even a little bit, but I knew it deep in my soul. I knew that I would be doing a fundraiser long before I was asked, and I was waiting for it to come into my reality. He told me months ago, but I didn’t know when or how. 

As I said, I knew that I would receive more than I gave,  which was true. I had time with Ivan during 3 mediumship readings. Time with Ivan is always amazing for me. I work with him frequently but not in channelling messages for other people so this was different and lovely. I am a strong believer that everything happens for a reason, there must be something in that message that I am also needing to hear on some level or that individual wouldn’t be crossing my path. 

They sat, as a family, in front of the computer and we looked at each other through zoom. The reading was typical Ivan, there were moments of laughter and moments of being pushed. He encouraged inner child play, dragon offerings, naked time, time to create and time for community. They were lovely and gentle as a family. I adored everything about them. They felt like a warm cozy blanket on an early fall morning, I wanted to sink into their energy. 

In the moments after the reading I connected with Ivan before I started the closing process. With mediumship it is important to have an opening and a closing process. Before I closed, I sat with him in front of the fireplace. He had requested a fire as an offering. He held beautiful space while I thrashed through the mirror in the situation. For so long, I had worried that I wouldn’t find a partner who would accept the magickal life that I live. After the reading, it was so clear to me that I needed to raise the bar and stop trying to find a partner who accepted my magick and realize that I am worthy of a partner who embraces and seeks that magick.